mountainous heathen!
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holly girl jennyman cyrus boyk sina boy robert reich honey jaan Prufrock If Afraid So Today's poem |
~ Wednesday, September 25, 2002
yay.so i'm going home in some weeks, before thanksgiving. and i'd think why would i want to go home now..now that i am out and free..in some senses anyway? other than the fact that i HAVE to go take care of some stuff and that it's kind of not my choice, i miss home. i am more excited about bringing the items i left behind than i am about other things. emerson was right: comes from my overwhelming reliance on property.(.but then i also follow his "self-reliance" religiously..so he won't be mad..but he will say i'm conforming to society which i accept (with a frown)..). my sheeeeets...oh so soft..and my photo material: i dunno how i could have left THAT behind. when i was moving in in august, i thought "here we go again: leaving another home (however less of a culture shock this time), and i should be used to it." and i cried because i knew i'd love it. |