so i'm thinking..you know...that if i lived in iceland, my world would be nice-like and separated from evil people with masks and city dwellers and everything else that goes with society in general. because i mean..you don't have to listen to anything or anybody...or the north pole..ya ya..north pole is good too. i'd maybe cut off from the world..but at least there's sufficient amounts of ice and snow everywhere, and i'd concentrate on keeping warm which is a basic physical need...so it would take priority over let's say....straightening my hair..

a yes: i'm in the land of opportunity and i want to be in iceland. damn us humans: never satisfied,..so so greedy. but if we were satisfied, we'd be passive things satisfied with the world the way it is..so no..scratch that; not being satisfied is...good? ok.

i hate doing things out of spite. makes me feel like i'm not doing it for me. but i'm stronger than that. i just wish i could sort things out in my head alone like i used to be able to. is it a mark of weakness or progress?