Today, i went to my ethnic studies discussion, and all my GSI could talk about was how african americans are discriminated against much worse than other races. it doesn't help that she's african american herself. my professor has us reading a book about Asian discrimination in this country. it doesn't help that he's Chinese. i want an abolishonist to come talk to me. damn it if only black people will fight for black people and white people only for white people. i want a white man to stand up and say..hey..Jordanians are getting oppressed!! hell, where is China, and where is Paraguay? man..they don't even have a voice, much less be CALLED a minority.

Lately i'm excelling at the art of wasting time..and being completely unproductive. as i write this, i should be studying. but i feel like writing. i just wish instead of opening this, i would have opened a word doc. so i can delete it afterwards like i've done in the past. but as long as i decided to blog, i guess i'll rant and rage and bitch here.

i hate people. they're my cruel nasty drug, and i hate them, like one would hate...chocolate. i love them so many of my days, and on some, i just wake myself up and realize how disappointing they are. they have not a pin's head worth of consideration for another human being sometimes. and besides being the most evil species by definition, they step over the most beautiful things in life, and disregard anything having to do with something real, something honest, and true.
i don't care if i'm part of what i criticize. i don't care.