hi. if you something better to do, please don't read this, cuz it's like one long thought that makes no sense, and doesn't matter in the end.

my head is heavy cuz i got me a fever. and my eyes are burning holes in my head. and with mine, that's no joking matter. oo oo...you know what's cool but at the same time bad for you? when open your eyes and you see yellow everywhere....yea...and then you try to look from one side of your head to the other as fast as you can, and your eyeballs can't go that fast. then you can watch them go slowly. i take naps and i have fantastic crazy dreams about zoos with only green animals in them. nightmares are bad though. last night, when i wasn't sick yet, i had a horrible nightmare that my friend was yelling. and it wasn't a nightmare until all these machine like things started coming and destroying the city. and sina, as they were laughing, they were playing shostakovich's eighth symphony....you know that one movement that the trombones have the kick ass part?...yea...that's the best movement in the piece.

and jenny's doll that she gave me to play with has a fat head, and a tuutuu. it smells good too. the tutu is pink and reminds me of Shay Murphy, cuz he had to wear one to school freshman year cuz the guys kidnapped him at four a.m.

then when you close your eyes, you can the last shape you saw when your eyes were open are in front of your face. and if you close them tighter, you can see two colors. so far, i only got blue and red.
sina brought me crackers and milk. his bread was soooo good. bread's the glue of the food world. without it allll the other foods wouldn't know how to be foods. they all learn from the bread. anything but white bread. white bread sucks ass....it tastes like [khamir].

i'm glad i don't have a thermometer, cuz then i'd know what temperature i am, and who needs to know that to the last digit. when i'm typing right now, it's cool, cuz i'm watching the screen and the words are coming up and then i look down at my hands, they're typing the letters.

hm,...i guess this type of natural high isn't so good for you, but hey, as long as i have it,....it doesn't hurt to like it.