<Mountainous Heathen!>

bed ridden

i've been told that i should blog in my hours of delerium; that it's amusing, bemusing, and entertaining to say the least. and while it may seem like i was more gone last night than i am now, rest assured, it's still there.

although, all the realizations and epiphanies i had last night and all day today seem to dissipate just now that i try to put them down. i thought for a while that i should take sketchbooks and journals to bed so that i can jot down any that comes to mind, but then i realized that this is the eternal challenge anyway. to put it down in the neck of time. to forego the tea, the pills, and the cup of warm milk. to forego even the bathroom and the dreaded gargling of nasty saltwater.

it rained today and i ran from it. every drop surprised me for some reason, and when i came in at last, i realized how slowly and calmly it had been raining. inbetween wakeful sips of tea and conjested sleep, i thought how "cleansing" it would be to go outside and run around in the "clean" rain.

mountainous heathen!
holly girl jennyman cyrus boyk sina boy robert reich honey jaan Prufrock If Afraid So Today's poem		~ Monday, February 14, 2005 bed ridden i've been told that i should blog in my hours of delerium; that it's amusing, bemusing, and entertaining to say the least. and while it may seem like i was more gone last night than i am now, rest assured, it's still there. although, all the realizations and epiphanies i had last night and all day today seem to dissipate just now that i try to put them down. i thought for a while that i should take sketchbooks and journals to bed so that i can jot down any that comes to mind, but then i realized that this is the eternal challenge anyway. to put it down in the neck of time. to forego the tea, the pills, and the cup of warm milk. to forego even the bathroom and the dreaded gargling of nasty saltwater. it rained today and i ran from it. every drop surprised me for some reason, and when i came in at last, i realized how slowly and calmly it had been raining. inbetween wakeful sips of tea and conjested sleep, i thought how "cleansing" it would be to go outside and run around in the "clean" rain. posted by ...me at 6:41 PM