<Mountainous Heathen!>

scattered and sinful

saturday night was new years eve and after coming back from my aunt's house, my mom and i stayed up until 4.30 drinking wine and eating pistachios. o and we watched sina nap, although in his defense he did wake up just in time. i can't believe i was tipsy for welcoming in the new year. don't laugh. it's terrible. what's even worse is that the whole day after i was all woozy and still out of my skin. wine is so full of baggage. you can't drink it and forget about it. it makes you remember, damn it.

another thing that leaves a lil nasty taste in the new year mouth is that...well, all the fish died by the second day of the new year. we try not to take that as an omen. but really, we're such bad people.

my cousins make me want to reevaluate my faith in people and take them with a much larger grain of salt. it's my own fault for having false expectations. silly.

sina gave me my first dvd ever. napoleon dynamite. it was way too short of an overlap of my time and his time here. i should visit him in ass hot boston this summer.

i'm not looking forward to the 405 in the rain. but so it must be.

i've been lagging on the biochem. i think to make myself study, i'm going to go to a library tomorrow.

among other news, i find myself taking more and more "dietary supplements" everyday. other than the old lysine, and multivitamins, and vitamin C tablet, i am once again starting the consumption of the crap drink that some of you have come to know so well. next week when i start on my olive leaf extract, i'll be well on my way to being an organic, herbal fiend.

on another note, i now have a small collection of dvorak, tchaikovsky, beethoven, and other good things to distract me from studying.

and lastly, i miss the ocean. i've been here for three days and i still haven't gone. what sins. what sins i start with.

mountainous heathen!
holly girl jennyman cyrus boyk sina boy robert reich honey jaan Prufrock If Afraid So Today's poem		~ Tuesday, March 22, 2005 scattered and sinful saturday night was new years eve and after coming back from my aunt's house, my mom and i stayed up until 4.30 drinking wine and eating pistachios. o and we watched sina nap, although in his defense he did wake up just in time. i can't believe i was tipsy for welcoming in the new year. don't laugh. it's terrible. what's even worse is that the whole day after i was all woozy and still out of my skin. wine is so full of baggage. you can't drink it and forget about it. it makes you remember, damn it. another thing that leaves a lil nasty taste in the new year mouth is that...well, all the fish died by the second day of the new year. we try not to take that as an omen. but really, we're such bad people. my cousins make me want to reevaluate my faith in people and take them with a much larger grain of salt. it's my own fault for having false expectations. silly. sina gave me my first dvd ever. napoleon dynamite. it was way too short of an overlap of my time and his time here. i should visit him in ass hot boston this summer. i'm not looking forward to the 405 in the rain. but so it must be. i've been lagging on the biochem. i think to make myself study, i'm going to go to a library tomorrow. among other news, i find myself taking more and more "dietary supplements" everyday. other than the old lysine, and multivitamins, and vitamin C tablet, i am once again starting the consumption of the crap drink that some of you have come to know so well. next week when i start on my olive leaf extract, i'll be well on my way to being an organic, herbal fiend. on another note, i now have a small collection of dvorak, tchaikovsky, beethoven, and other good things to distract me from studying. and lastly, i miss the ocean. i've been here for three days and i still haven't gone. what sins. what sins i start with. posted by ...me at 7:56 PM